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Half​-​Light

by Anne Sumner

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1.
You're so easy to love It's not like I can help it And things get pretty rough But it's not like I want to avoid it And I, I make it easy on you And I don't say what I mean In case you get to wondering if I'm really OK 'Cause I know that the messages reach you And I know that the truth gets through And I lied when I told you I wasn't in love But darling you lied to me too And I'm holding so much Feeling like I can't take it And it burns to the touch But I don't want to overstate it And I, I got no emergency brake And no way to water this down So there, it is what it is and you can make up your mind 'Cause I know that the messages reach you And I know that the truth gets through And I lied when I told you I wasn't in love But darling you lied to me too Feel the weight, feel it Take the strain, take it 'Cause I don't wanna wait to say this It's been my whole life in the making And life takes its course But I never saw this coming We go back to the source But I'm still in search of the one thing And you, you say that I'm reaching for you And I don't understand why But what if I already knew all I needed to know 'cause I know that the messages reach you And I know that the truth gets through And I lied when I told you I wasn't in love But darling you lied to me too
2.
You run away on the winter's air Call my name, but there's nothing there And I had a dream to chase, before you picked my pockets bare The renegades, got no need to stay in one place And I knew you, when your dark side was showing through And I always thought You got a little bit of something I wanted Your islands form when the oceans clash Conjured a storm, and the sky went black And I'd make a trade for you and the love we didn't have The renegades, got no need for holding it back And I knew you, when your dark side was showing through And I always thought You got a little bit of something I wanted Two of a kind, sometimes more than two There was a time I wanted to be like you And I left it all behind, couldn't stand to look at you straight The renegades, got no need to stay in one place And I knew you, when your dark side was showing through And I always thought You got a little bit of something I wanted Your company, we were best of friends Stay with me 'til the autumn ends And though we were family, the only one I ever had The renegades, got no need for holding it back And I knew you, when your dark side was showing through And I always thought You got a little bit of something I wanted
3.
Was I reaching for you Like a torch in the dark Was I writing my name on your heart Was I holding your hand The night she didn't come home Was I marking the land with pillars of stone She plants flowers round your door And waits for them to grow Many years from now I'm sure That they'll be beautiful And I've kept you a space in my heart But I wonder if she sees you in this light Was I waiting for you That night in the rain Puddles in the tarmac and boarding the plane When the city left you lonely You crossed an ocean for her love Let it not be said that here nothing grows in the mud She plants flowers round your door And waits for them to grow Many years from now I'm sure That they'll be beautiful And I've kept you a space in my heart But I wonder if she sees you in this light How your safety divides us I've been sitting in her shadow Waiting for the time for us and All of those years that I missed When you're so sure she's what you wanted Can't you see what you've been chasing is here She plants flowers round your door And waits for them to grow Many years from now I'm sure That they'll be beautiful And I've kept you a space in my heart But I wonder if she sees you in this light And I've kept you a space in my heart But I wonder if she sees you in this light I wonder if she sees you in this light
4.
My love, it was wide as the ocean, and buried his head in the sand I was filled with unbridled emotion, turned to dust at the touch of his hand But the powers of nature decided he should always be parted from me And since nobody loved him like I did, oh I swore I would swim any sea Woah, you're part of my soul As if somebody out there was waiting for me I'd move any mountain to bring you back home Oh my love, for to find you, I'd swim any sea We were people from all different places, and we worked against famine and pain And I loved him with endless amazement without even knowing his name When he said it was me who amazed him it was more than I'd ever believed Blew a kiss for me as he was leaving, and said "Darling I'd swim any sea." Woah, you're part of my soul As if somebody out there was waiting for me I'd move any mountain to bring you back home Oh my love, for to find you, I'd swim any sea When our paths crossed again we were travelling, with still many journeys to go And we said we'd be married in springtime, as soon as we made our way home Now bearing in mind this is long since, and he's always been just out of reach I don't think I've had too many chances to say "Darling, I'd swim any sea." Woah, you're part of my soul As if somebody out there was waiting for me I'd move any mountain to bring you back home Oh my love, for to find you, I'd swim any sea Well a storm hit the boat that we road in and raged for a night and a day And a wave like a goddess came crashing, and my love, he got carried away And when the storm passed I was nowhere, and my love was nowhere to be seen Got no love and no boat, but I know how to float, and he promised he'd swim any sea Woah, you're part of my soul As if somebody out there was waiting for me I'd move any mountain to bring you back home Oh my love, for to find you, I'd swim any sea Some say that love is a journey, and some say that love is a war When we met he lit something within me I know hadn't been there before For some, love is all in the searching, and for some loves it's not meant to be But as long as I've hope, I'll have meaning - and a reason to swim any sea Woah, you're part of my soul As if somebody out there was waiting for me I'd move any mountain to bring you back home Oh my love, for to find you, I'd swim any sea
5.
If you ever need me I'll be here to take the load There's always been a part of me that's watched you walking home And if you ever want to we can talk about it all My door is always open and my heart is ever yours Ever yours I said a thousand words, meant none of them at all Turned up speechless at your door When my heart is breaking you're the one I call My single point of comfort and my shelter from the storm And here we go in time How long does it take to learn The things we long for are the ones we cannot earn? And all these feelings past Never knowing how to let love through 'Til there was you, saying If you ever need me I'll be here to take the load There's always been a part of me that's watched you walking home And if you ever want to we can talk about it all My door is always open and my heart is ever yours Ever yours It seems a little late to learn so much of love Never knew how lost I was I wanna help but never mention it because I've always been the small one in the symmetry of us And if it lies ahead, the chance that I'll be waiting for A day you'll need my love the way I've needed yours And I won't be afraid, to tell you what you need to know To let it go You know that If you ever need me I'll be here to take the load There's always been a part of me that's watched you walking home And if you ever want to we can talk about it all My door is always open and my heart is ever yours Ever yours And here we go in time How long does it take to learn The things we long for are the ones we cannot earn? And all these feelings past Never knowing how to let love through 'Til there was you, saying If you ever need me I'll be here to take the load There's always been a part of me that's watched you walking home And if you ever want to we can talk about it all My door is always open and my heart is ever yours Ever yours
6.
Fighting back memories To stand with you on your undefended territory Looking for brighter days A deep longing for your sweeter words and kinder ways Holding back all my needs To see you in a better place eventually I didn't show up with intentions of saving the day Fighting the demons that threaten to stand in love's way Fearing you'll find all that's left of your lover's a friend But it is what it is and I'd gladly go back there again You fall in love, you never know If it's freshly turned soil or a field of stones You take their hand, give your heart Try to hold it all together while they fall apart You take the hit, you take the blame And when it comes around you take it all again I didn't show up with intentions of saving the day Fighting the demons that threaten to stand in love's way Fearing you'll find all that's left of your lover's a friend But it is what it is and I'd gladly go back there again It's you my love, the only one I can imagine would inspire me to get this strong And nothing's changed, nothing's lost In my heart I'm keeping everything the way it was Be by your side forever more For glimpses of the person that you were before I didn't show up with intentions of saving the day Fighting the demons that threaten to stand in love's way Fearing you'll find all that's left of your lover's a friend But it is what it is and I'd gladly go back there again It is what it is, and I'd gladly go back there again
7.
See the sunrise on the hill See the trees all standing still Feel the shadows of the clouds as they come to rest Through the fields I came and went Never knew quite what it meant Heard you calling in the rain coming down Barefoot in the grass I slept And last summer this was all in my head And I've been wanting to take you there I've been floating in the deep Believe in things I cannot see Call me crazy but I knew you were on your way I was where you're standing now Sat and watched the world go round Feeling hopeful for the light that was breaking through While I was breaking out And last summer this was all in my head And I've been wanting to take you there And I've been waiting for the chance to let you in Way before I ever knew you you were here under my skin And we grow closer with the turning of the years And it's good to have you here where you belong The way it's always seemed to me Life leads us where we need to be Feeling thankful for the force that has brought us here And as it turns out here we are Never thought I'd see so far Kept believing even though this was not a love I'd ever known before And last summer this was all in my head And I've been wanting to take you there And last summer this was all in my head And I've been wanting to take you there To take you there I've been wanting to take you there To take you there I've been wanting to take you there
8.
Saw your face in the water’s edge and I stumbled on the steps of your relief Your inner depth hasn’t found me yet and it was all that I had left of me And I, I go by, casting raindrops to the sky As if our pain could be recycled or replaced And you think I’m shy, when I’ve got so much to hide And if I showed you who I was, you wouldn’t stay And I would wish upon your star to be where you are And I would plummet to the earth to make you see I am everything you are, and it’s taking control of me I was a guest at your last request, at the closure of your cheap eternity You were a saint with your painted face and the way you never looked at me And I, I give in, like a leaf upon the wind I let you cover me with frost as fine as soot And you give me strength and I find myself again In the only place I know you’d never look And I would wish upon your star to be where you are And I would plummet to the earth to make you see I am everything you are, and it’s taking control of me Would you write my name In silver fire, in lights, in flame I was your everything Say you need me, say you need me I would wish upon your star to be where you are And I would plummet to the earth to make you see I am everything you are, and it’s taking control of me Stone’s throw from your afterglow, I awoke and watched the sun come up alone You save face for your big mistakes, but I was sorry for the things I’d done And all I have now, as the shadows gather round Is a path that leads me down to where you lay And I’d make amends if I had the chance again To understand the things I know you tried to say And I would wish upon your star to be where you are And I would plummet to the earth to make you see I am everything you are, and it’s taking control of me Saw your face in the water’s edge And it was all that I had left of me
9.
You're green grass, you're fresh air I tried to take you somewhere We started out as best of friend I turned back to find it Regrettably small-minded You're not brave enough or smart enough To see me as I am And I was wounded at your hands And I was still moving when you were standing still You've already reached your resting place And the fine line between love and hate Is the blue print for my heart's mistake That I would jump to love's conclusion You're stubborn, you're lazy Got no more use for changing And I've been dragging myself down I'm purely disuaded Prematurely jaded Wear your lack of understanding like The great pretender's crown You're my unsuspecting clown And I was still moving when you were standing still You've already reached your resting place And the fine line between love and hate Is the blue print for my heart's mistake That I would jump to love's conclusion If I'm wrong, and you're right Then what's wrong in your eyes If I'm blessed, and you're worse off For having me around then I'll go, all the same It's not me who's to blame And I could write a book about The things that you have yet to learn about love About love It doesn't work without love And I was still moving when you were standing still You've already reached your resting place And the fine line between love and hate Is the blue print for my heart's mistake That I would jump to love's conclusion
10.
Daughters of mercy, daughters of doubt Did you ever believe what they told you about When you do things to please them are you going without What your heart needs to breathe, and your mind needs to shout So rise up, daughters of mercy You're fighters in the cause of the worthy You'll guide us to the glorious return of the compassionate word To an irrational world And bring peace to the earth once more Daughters of mercy, daughters of fear Have you given your heartache for a man of good cheer Have you fallen asleep for a week, for a year Into slumbered obedience and a blanket of tears So rise up, daughters of mercy You're fighters in the cause of the worthy You'll guide us to the glorious return of the compassionate word To an irrational world And bring peace to the earth once more Daughters of mercy, the world needs you now We're broken, and hurting Our pain weighs us down Been too hard on ourselves and it's time to let this go Build some kindness within our souls Take our men under cover Stop shaming each other 'Til they're much more than brothers in arms Daughters of mercy, daughters of fate When your time comes to love them are you lying in wait Light your beacons of empathy before it's too late To take the fight to the man who is peddling hate So rise up, daughters of mercy You're fighters in the cause of the worthy You'll guide us to the glorious return of the compassionate word To an irrational world And bring peace to the earth once more
11.
He said his name was love He introduced himself and sat down at my table Strangely familiar And for two years we would meet And he would sit across from me And ask me "What's the kind of love you think you need?" And I looked him in the eye And told him "I reserve my right To have my doubts when people love too easily Too easily" Since you've arrived To teach me that I'm alright If love is built to last There's no such thing as wasted time I've been tryin' To make up my mind It doesn't really matter if you take my side If I don't We say our prayers at night But in the dark they say that no-one comes to save you We live by candlelight And I don't care to admit I wish that I shared his conviction There was something he could find in here to love And all he ever said was "You're amazing, don't forget And try to find that voice within you you can trust You can trust" Since you've arrived To teach me that I'm alright If love is built to last There's no such thing as wasted time I've been tryin' To make up my mind It doesn't really matter if you take my side If I don't And I've been here in the wings Waiting to love you If love isn't everything What are you holding out for? What are you holding out for? Since you've arrived To teach me that I'm alright If love is built to last There's no such thing as wasted time I've been tryin' To make up my mind It doesn't really matter if you take my side If I don't It doesn't really matter if you take my side If I don't
12.
If you were a mile away I think I would see you from here Love by another name As if it was perfectly clear And the things that they call crazy Are the only ways I know to survive It's not that I didn't want what you're offering It was enough in itself that you're letting me in And all these years spent As if I knew what love meant When it's finally happening Only time it ever meant something Is with you Things I can never say Ways I can never let go Lost in the masquerade Fighting the things I can't show And I can't take you for granted Any more than you can promise your love It's not that I didn't want what you're offering It was enough in itself that you're letting me in And all these years spent As if I knew what love meant When it's finally happening Only time it ever meant something Is with you I'll be here on my knees Just the way I always was inside Ask me what the scars mean 'Cause I've got nothing to hide It's not that I didn't want what you're offering It was enough in itself that you're letting me in And all these years spent As if I knew what love meant When it's finally happening Only time it ever meant something Is with you If you were a mile away I think I would see you from here
13.
Things I never meant to say Like ancient history Scenes my memory can't erase They're always with me And I've been entirely unforgiven And hopelessly ashamed Not like others in their art To walk so surely Guess I never saw the path That lay before me And I've been spectacularly broken And lived to tell the tale And I can't un-say what's been said And I can't un-hear what plays in my head And I can't un-see the things that I have seen When all these little things have brought me here Born in 1981 We came out screaming They say that life here has begun Before we're breathing And I've found it hard to shake the child-like nature Written in my skin See this life it needs some skill I've yet to master People take me as I will And sometimes not at all And I've found it hard to tell the stories That account for what they saw And I can't un-say what's been said And I can't un-hear what plays in my head And I can't un-see the things that I have seen When all these little things have brought me here Take down your precious walls of mystery I know there's no-one coming after me And in time, the things that you would try to forget May be the only things you know are real These little pieces of the lives we lead And this was twenty years before The great unfriending Many times I've had the thought That it's all ending And I've been unsettled by the notion That there is no kind of plan And I can't un-say what's been said And I can't un-hear what plays in my head And I can't un-see the things that I have seen When all these little things have brought me here

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Acoustic partner-album to Beacon and the Renegades EP

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released February 4, 2018

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Anne Sumner Redhill, UK

Wistful dreamer, lost but still wandering acoustic singer-songwriter

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